Throughout my time in ministry I have had the opportunity to work under some incredible leaders. I've learned a lot through that process. I've learned what to do, what not to do, and that in life there's no such thing as a perfect leader. We are all human and in desperate need of God's grace.
That being said, here’s a few keys I've learned along the way.
You can use theses keys to measure if your heart is growing in love in your leadership. Every single one of us struggles with these things in one form or another. Take this little heart check as an inventory and ask God to help you grow in the areas you are weak.
The test of true character for any leader is how they treat those who can give them no influence, no accolades, and no name. How they treat those “beneath” them reveals their truest character.
• ACCESS: Are you accessible to those who need you? If you have an assistant, do you make them do the work God wants YOU to do? Are you consistently dreaming about how to get access towards your next promotion (in any career, ministry included)? It’s easy to make time for those who can give you “access” but what about those who can’t? What about those who have none?
• AUDIENCE: Do you want to HEAR or want an audience to be HEARD? Listening is an act of love. Talking is an act of power.
• POWER: Are you looking to gain power or give it away? Are you more focused on empowering others? Are you focused on giving others the title, the opportunity, and the chance to spread their wings? Or are you looking for that yourself?
• INFLUENCE: Do you love to sit around tables of influence? Or sit around tables with those who have none? Do you want more influence? Or to give more away?
• TIME: Time is a gift everyone seems to be running out of. How we spend the majority of our time reveals our priorities which reveals our heart. Do you make time for those who can give you no raise in your salary, no promotion for your career, no recognition or accolades? Do you make time for the one who is weak, hurting, and lonely? Do you make time for the “nobody” who is essentially THE MOST IMPORTANT person in the kingdom of God?
May we not quickly forget, the words of Jesus in Matthew 20:16, So the last shall be first, and the first last: for many be called, but few chosen.
"But if I say I'll never mention the Lord or speak in His name, His word burns in my heart like a fire. It's like a fire in my bones. I am worn out trying to hold it in. I can't do it!"
For years this verse burned in my heart until it became a metronome that wouldn't stop. I knew I was keeping God’s word too quiet in my life. I had a call to preach the gospel when I was 14 years old but was not fulfilling that call at 27 years old, working mostly administrative roles in a local church, feeling dead inside. I was sad because I knew God had more for me to give but I felt silenced.
I would often think, “Is this it? Working in a church, getting a paycheck? Is this what I gave my life in ministry to do? There has to be more. What faith does this require of me? Some days I would come home and cry because I knew I wasn’t fulfilling God’s call for my life.
There was a deeper level of obedience Jesus was asking of me.
In April of 2017 while praying at an alter call with Heidi Baker, out of my mouth came, "evangelist to America". I blurted it out and felt it was the Holy Spirit welling up in me.
That moment in God's presence marked my life. Now all that was required was my obedience.
4 months later, I quit my church job to pursue one thing. Evangelism to America. To spread the gospel and empower the saints with the Holy Spirit. I stepped into agreement with what Heaven was calling me to do. I had to OBEY. I had to GO, and fulfill the call God has had on my life.
I broke agreement with the lie that I needed a pastor to give me his pulpit. As a young woman in ministry let me just tell you, the struggle is real, but that doesn’t mean that I’m not stronger than the struggle. (Thank you, Havilah Cunnington)
So the past 3 months have been the result of simple obedience. With one goal. Ignite the church. Preach the gospel. It hasn't been glamours, or easy, but it has been SO UNBELIEVABLY WORTH IT! Following God’s call is ALWAYS WORTH IT. I wouldn’t want to pursue anything else, except this! In loosing a paycheck, a title,and a position, I gained what no man can affirm or un-affirm and what money can’t buy, FAITH. Faith like a wildfire that has spread through my heart. I have decided to follow Jesus. No turning back.
So my friend, may my story give you courage. May it remind you the impossible is POSSIBLE and that YOU are DESTINED to walk by faith and not by sight!